I am art-blind: my uncoordinated hands
Flail inexpertly through space – I can’t illustrate
What is when I draw answers to your emotions
Through all my stacks of talentless finger paintings.
But you prove yourself tone-deaf to my art-blindness
As the words you countersing to my melodies
Respond without giving answer to what I said
Even though I know quite well you hear my song.
At least we both possess a sense of rhythm
Our bodies move to the beat of our frustration
Anger crescendoes while patience drops an octave
And we join together in a dance we know well.
When the music of your skin against mine
And the confusion of language comes to an end
Again and again (then once more, because we can)
Actions prove loud, the most vibrant in this way.
Now you listen to me, serenade me in key
I finally see you in technicolor
And I begin to paint you in kinder hues
While you strum notes that are no longer discordant.
Love, you’ve shown yourself tone-deaf to my art-blindness
But as we’re familiar with the same form of dance
We set our emotions free instead to movement
Reconcile in gestures and speak our art through that.
